Monday, September 28, 2009

I'll Be Seeing You

He said, "This is the time of weeping, but joy comes in the morning." That was last night. I kissed his forehead and told him that if I didn't get to see him again here, I would see him there. "Yes!" was his reply. That was the most clearly spoken word I had heard him speak all day. I lingered by his bedside, not wanting to leave. I said, "I am going home now Grandpa." His reply, in his usual teasing manner, was, "No, you have to stay with me." He was weak and tired and we could barely make out his words. But his love for us and for his Savior was still evident. I was afraid that last night was the last time I would see him, this side of eternity. It was the last time we spoke to each other. Before I left, I gave him one last kiss and heard him whisper the words, "I love you, dear." Just like always. Jesus came to bring my Grandpa home this morning. We were gathered around him, his wife, his girls, my Dad (as Grandpa put it on Thursday, like his own flesh and blood), a few of his grandchildren. As Grandpa breathed his last, the sun broke through the clouds and came streaming into the window. It's funny how God did that for us. Five minutes later it was raining again. And Grandpa was gone. To be absent from the body and to be present with the Lord. 2 Corinthians 5:8

I'll see you there Grandpa. I love you too.

8 comments:

Gudl said...

My heart goes out to you and all...thanks for sharing this. I am touched.

Priscilla said...

I'll never forget that sunlight coming in the window at just that moment.

Rachel said...

Me neither, that was an expression of God's love for us. I'm so glad we have each other to weep with and to share memories with. I miss him so much already.

Jessica Morris said...

What a beautiful tribute to both your Grandpa and God's loving compassion.
I am sorry for your loss, but what a wonderful thing that he is with our Savior!!

Martha said...

What a wonderful Grandpa he was! He knew how to make each grandchild feel special and loved. I pray I can be like him.

Dad said...

I love you my Bethany!

Heather said...

He surely was a special man. He walked with God so closely to the very last moment. What a testimony. Praying for all of you, Bethany.

Martha said...

Here it is over three years later, and this still brings a tear to my eye. How I miss my daddy!