Thursday, October 05, 2006

Wanted: A Clean Heart

Well, the big barn sale starts tomorrow. No, we're not selling the barn. (Answer to many people's questions.) It has been consuming my thought life lately. How to answer questions, where to direct people, how to attract people, what to do when I'm bored, what if no one comes, on and on. I guess I don't have to worry that no one will come because I am told that a man came to look at the two wheel tractor today when the sale starts tomorrow. He wasn't going to be able to come tomorrow. I guess the ad in the paper did help. Let's just hope that things do sell and that we don't have to bargain down too much. Although, that might seem greedy. But we still have to pay for a trip to N.M. Blah, blah, blah. No one wants to hear this.
Anyway, everyone can pray for me because I feel like a real brat today. On the outside I'm sweet, but on the inside I'm grouchy. So I must depend on the Lord to give me joy because hubby's home and he doesn't like a crabby wife. I guess, when I talk to people I don't feel grouchy, but when I'm alone and I have inside conversations with myself, then all the yuck is displayed. I need a clean heart today. It's a good thing I know who gives clean hearts away for free.

4 comments:

Martha said...

Sorry to hear you're feeling yucky inside. It's part of being human and, yes, it is a good thing we know one who can make the foulest clean..

Priscilla said...

Been there too.

Hope your barn sale goes well! How does a tractor have two wheels?

Priscilla said...

One of the ways to get a blog friend is to go find someone's blog and start commenting. Hopefully you will choose someone you have something in common with...and then they'll comment on yours.

Rachel said...

Good luck with the barn sale!

Sorry you were feeling so yuck. Unfortunately we all have those times. When I stop to count all of my blessings, the yuck seems to disappear. God is very good.