"Let your not your heart be troubled..."

That's what I read the other day when I wasn't feeling very pregnant anymore. Yup, you read that correctly. I was pregnant and nobody (or hardly anybody) knew. I had found out Monday that I was pregnant (at home test) ... We were SO excited! But by Thursday evening I didn't have any other symptoms and Friday I told Adam that I was kinda worried that I wasn't really pregnant at all. But I had been. All along I had been having period-like cramps off and on. But last night (early morning actually) I bled a little. *Concern* And in the morning I bled more. By 9:00 this morning, I had lost the baby. Wasn't very far along and I know this kind of thing happens alot with first babies, but still, tears. Lots of dissapointment, but I know God's plan is best and His timing is perfect. We just have to wait on Him. So if you think of it, prayers are appreciated. I'm okay now, but I still want a baby and so does Adam. So next July there will not be a new little baby, but maybe there will be the one after that...